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First Chill - then Stupor - then the letting go


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This is PERFECTION to me, I call this life-changing..

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Ellen Feiss and Errol Morris is like the modern day Sedgwick and Warhol, which meanssss our world is is now fucking boring hahaha! And I wished I knew Antonioni and Don DeLillo, or just have walked past them. They say you know a great man when you see one. I also want to be Debbie C.

I had supper, never remove makeup, have my period, got drunk for consecutively 5 days. Ohhh no no haha not so cool, there was Sunday! I feel wrecked. One more month to look 30 years older in 30 days. Brandsmith is such a clever little title for advertising gurus huh!!! And actually, I want to be like debbie.

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Michelangelo Antonioni's 1966 Blowup
hosaywood.com: ZO GANG
***DEARH STAR CANTEEN***!!!!
FroooT Salad, OH WEEH YOHHH
Documentry feature - Mad About English! (Official trailer)

How you like them apples how you like them apples bitch
How you like these peaches how you like these peaches bitch
Coz I'm master of the banana and I know they don't come cheap
And I wanna pop come cherries but it seems the price is pretty steep
You're in the grocery store passing through the produce
The cucumbers look fly but you feel like man juice
Who says you can't have every thing I know your spoilt for choice
They come in all sizes so come on raise your voice!!!




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I just sat through 4 minutes of 'Keep Your Hands Off My Girl' music video, it felt like I was sitting at an alfresco billy bombers that sells chappatti(sp?), peering through the windows and just randomly spying. But at Cory Kennedy this time. This has to be the most decent and apt school vacation I've had so far, I now have the time to watch everything I've always wanted to watch while it rains outside. And when it doesn't rain, I go for dinners and parties. Watched Diving Bell & Butterfly the other day and fwoahh complete mindfuck! The sewing eye part? Epic. Couldn't get to sleep after that lanjiao.
I'm still freeloading, but heck y'know there's always sponsors? I can be so humble fuck! Is somebody going to call me a slut again? Rachel loh was texting me earlier in the day and even she called me an 'unbelievable freeloader'. So I'll have to meet her next sunday somehow for some farewell ceremony for Kat, I'm going to try to make the timing work because I want to see the new man in her life. Was at Gloria Jean's the day before and I think I really find the waiter at the next-door restaurant really really cute! Can he be my first boyfriend? Please please? I loved how he took it upon himself to plan for Diana's birthday cake entrance. And the beef there? MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH! MTF! The sandwiches at GJ were value-for-money kinda material. Had an egg and tuna seperately. Rock it! Dental on Monday, scareddddd shitttt!!! My dentist is a rocker. And then doing up my debit. Or should I get citibank? I don't think my brother will like it :(

Does weicai read my journal? Hello! No lah I don't think he knows I have one. Woooooooooooo cheers to more great days! Good night all. Oh I spent near to one hour changing my journal layout to something more in sync with the regular livejournal users. It was pretty! Pink and white and grey..  those customised CSS..stuff. Then it din't work. Not sure how others do it, got me in a lousy mood! Hahahahahaha wtf!

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There are prophecies and oracles from around the world that all seem to point to December 21, 2012 as doomsday. The ancient Mayan Calendar, the medieval predictions of Merlin, the Book of Revelation and the Chinese oracle of the I Ching all point to this specific date as the end of civilization. A new technology called "The Web-Bot Project" makes massive scans of the internet as a means of forecasting the future... and has turned up the same dreaded date: 2012. Skeptics point to a long history of "Failed Doomsdays", but many oracles of doom throughout history have a disturbingly accurate track record. As the year 2012 ticks ever closer we'll speculate if there are any reasons to believe these doomsayers.

You can google for the video on youtube! Oh no, that's 4 years later. I'm dying young. Hi Rachel Loh, we have 4 more years to try to die skinny. I better go collect my art back before 21 dec 2012 yah.



The artworks are hung up without any credits though :-(
Diana says Beverly Phython looks good here!

I think I really don't appreciate spoilsports and pessimists? Everyone should steer clear from them.

I've been running to many places and old friends are popping out everywhere, I love it! I even had a primary school gathering yesterday and few days back I found myself back in Crescent. I'm quite sore though, I mean does dear Tricia Goh have to punch me over a lip piercing? Take it easy, chillaxxzxz people. Anyhows, to start the New Year right, I'm off the smoke machine mode for 5 days. I believe in collecting good karma. I'vew been reading up on the 'Master Cleanse' formula, 'll try my very best so wish me luck!

So till then, live healthy, laugh often, and love much!


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HI GUYS!!! Happy New Year Ahead! Few days back I read the papers and an article wrote that technically this year should be 2012 due to gross ancient miscalculations of the starting year of AD.

2007 has been a year of discoveries! Almost life-changing like Underoath heehee. OH LOOK!



YOU THINK THESE ARE SUSHI? YOU FOOL, ITS COOKIES! http://yumsugar.com/916234

Had dinner at Clementi yesterday and amidst the Indian rojak and meepok, Angkasa mentioned we should have a joint birthday celebration this year, I personally think its fucking brilliant! We will invite all of you boys and girls! :-) And before dinner, I saw a total of 5 boy-kissing-boy pictures, the disturbing part is I know them all.

I haven't gotten myself an organiser'08, kinda worrying. Any recommendations? So far I like the Marks and Spencer's but it's abit small?


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Today has been fun! I woke up at 9am despite staying up till 4 to paint my nails. Finished up my part of the report pretty on time and told myself to start on TVSM by 2 in the afternoon but I've been stuck on facebook.com since then! I love it! I'm clueless about the networking part, but the games are good stuff.

Today I woke up and told myself that I will not believe in being tired. Then I thought about fame turning people into creeps. Also thought of a few pointers to advert the bad karma that has been escalating. Last week the karma was so strong I cried, yesterday the karma was still around in full force so I cried again.

The karma is scary, it strikes anytime and on any basis. I think it would be a gross estimation of 5 bad karmas/24 hour. Ranging from the minor matters like coming out of the toilet and having the basin taps not work consecutively for 3 times, to being fined for harmlessly flicking my viceroy butt on the sacred grounds of Heartland Mall. Yesterday was the print ad photoshoot, my phone went flat the moment I boarded the train. Was in confusion for 2 hours, it was the longest 2 hours I've experienced, with my friends trying to fetch me here and there. 5 out of 7 days I sit in an empty house and eat from a cup noodle and watch free-to-air programmes because internet is now scarce. I believe I've entered a dark period and I really really need to go to the temple to put a stop to all these.

To cheer myself up, I got myself a Beverly Python. It's pricey and I love it, but I'm still not  very cheery. My friends got tattoos and piercings at Joe's last week, me and nik remained untainted. I'm glad everybody loves their end result. I suddenly realised that I love the intro of Firefight's Fires at Night, i shall put it on repeat mode.




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Mismatched photos to start the day with!

I've been kinda hibernating at home since last Wednesday, yeah balls no shit! Well, was supposed to head down to Cleo on friday but Val was nice to give me a day off and wished me all the best in my 'examination'. Basically it's a 10min quiz on my favourite module - Electronics In Everyday Life. I'm so glad I did not study for it because me and ham sat next to a guy who borrowed a calculator from me which doesnt belong to me (it was just on my table I don't know why) and then decided to let us copy his answer sheet wholesale style. I believe he was in a TGIF mood! :-D

Yes so Friday I was out for about an hour plus and since then I've been at home wiping out food rations. My life is currently pathetic and lonely, I don't really remember if I really have friends. There's rocky... and I'm kinda fine with having only him at the moment. He Needs Me.

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Hello beautiful world! It's 9:50 in the morning, if I head to law lecture now I'll be late by approx 15mins and I don't like to enter classes late plus my internet is working pretty fast now so there's too aplentifullllllofreasonssss not to go. And I haven't drank my two cups of warm water and pee so that's 3 reasons.

After sobering up on Saturday evening, I went on a Weekend Eating Spree to gear myself up for future endeavours and at the same time trying to recall unglam unretractable behaviours I might have commited the night before. All in all, I think friday night was very sweet in every way and I really really love every friday nights, and I really really love my friends infinity times more than every friday nights.

By the way, it is right and known to all that you cannot count to infinity in a (sadly) finite time right?
But lets say you flip a page of your textbook, in order to flip that page over you first need to flip 1/2 of that page. And in order to flip 1/2 of the page you first need to flip 1/4 of that page. And in order to flip 1/4 you first need to flip 1/8. You get what I mean? So it goes on forever 1/123456789 to INFINITY. So actually you can count to infinity in a finite time, or not?

Oh oh ohhhhh last friday before we were wasted, we went for Engineering class! Electronics In Everyday Life! <3

Look what I did!


Soldering of resistors on the smth copper board! i love the electronics' terms! And I took the leftover metal to create a declaration of love. Now lets see it in a more whimsical manner..


Yes yes yes too talented I know, "such nifty nimble fingers", yadda yadda I know I know you see my future.. selling personalised wired names as bookmarks etc at pushcarts.. but I really love electronics more ya know nigga?



 

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Im the last one left in the office, everyone's gone for the fashion award party at lunar bar, I'm heading down only much later with the girls and ava guys and mervy and some other. Val accidentally slotted two VIPs in between the invites so perhaps we homies can slip in for some cocktail later on. Anyhows Mother Ham has some membership to Attica so the girls are heading down there too. But what's worrying me is that the office feels creepy, I have to keep turning back and left and right and so forth.

Went JB after tutorial yesterday, scorching hot over there! Bought dogmatic stuff as usual. Usual and dogmatic are considered oxymoron I guess?

And jurong point's popular having a moving out sale so novels going off at 6bucks max. Sudoku puzzle books for 1buck will do.

This coursemate of mine by the name of jinshun is a helpful, courteous and polite boy. Love!

Okay I really really hate the silence in the office, the keyboard sound like atomic bombs, I'm gonna pass some motion at the cleanest washroom, put some powder, lipbalm, eyeliner and get down to the coffeehouse nearby to do what I do best.


The Second Great Depression lasted longer than I figured
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It's freezing in the office! My fingers are so frozen its hard tooooooooo ttyyppeeee!

Stocked up on erm, stuff before I reached but I am so disappointed! I bought a pack of katjes and its in super sticky condition like its been melted under the sun and ants came crowding round to suck on the sugar coating but I think its just near its expiry date. Diana left behind a pack of Quick 'N Hearty instant porridge for me, I have no idea when I should try it. I have to bring a bowl? Maybe a cup will do. But I'm always not that hungry. And I need to go jb soon you know really man really.. Supplies running out. I take too many self proclaimed smoke breaks.

I just went to print my school notes using their FIERY COLOUR BLAST! PRINTER! the colours did not fail me, its a blast! Yesterday I printed 3 copies of timetable while having chocolate cake and also scored unlimited invites to the new bar call lunar smth.

The national library keep pestering me about fines so i felt obliged and cornered and stressed out and went to pay up. I incurred fines for both me and my mom's card. Naturally I cleared only one card which was my mom's which was sooo expensive like $5.10 (= Subway Turkey Breast 6") My own card has a fine of $30.smth cents but its not my fault somehow. I lost my wallet in primary 6 and this fellow primary school mate took my card and borrowed 'How to Catch A Thief' and never returned it to the country. I should try borrowing that book too and see if i can catch him/her. I think it's a him. Girls read sweet valley or nancy drew. I read babysitters' club occasionally. Oh but my mom actuallyw ent to clear the $30 bucks fine for me few days back. Hahahaha you can say its the best thing that ever happened to me this year!

Anybody driving up KL around mid Oct? No no, late Oct actually. Please give me a ride! I'll pay for half your petrol!

Okay I am officially off for my 4th smoke break! And the best way to get over the fact that your friends' priorities have shifted is to cry almost everyday in the hols and then deciding to keep yourself really really busy so you don't seem to be that pathetically alone.


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My 'JS WATCH OUT' Plan is foiling, I'm doing everything else besides studying. Well, I really thought I love studying. And Orlando Bloom sucks big time! He's so useless and yet he killed Archilles! Sucker! Friday night was sweet. Been a long time since we caught the Zero Sequence guys. They dedicated Transcendence to Angkasa, she almost cried. I love Jasmine! And me and mizahn are so blessed to be freeloaders for the entire day. And the River Island sale went down to 50%, it's incredible! I'm thinking of a PWNAG3 sequel, anyone? Venue and bands not a problem anymore :-D

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School is amazing! I've never juggled this much work before! One report down by today, two more to go and 4 major papers before school's OUT and I'm in for a roadtrip! ANYONE? A drive up KL for a good seafood platter, a bagpack filled with sour cream and onion pretzels, a packet of contraband in your pocket and explosions in the sky on the ride back. Homies, I know you guys are up for it. Really, I know for sure.

I had a much-awaited and talked-about showdown with julyn kang my feature writing teacher today, VICTORY ENDING WITH DA.KALLANG.WAVE (credits:hamizah) Eat Your Heart Out Teacher!

Haha by the way the school email system is so funnily mean! They gave hamizah her student email as hamizahn.06@ichat.sp.edu.sg
So Afghanistan! So her! Oh yeah she's in top20 for New Paper New Face. I'm not sure if you are to vote for her, she drools alot, drop popcorns in between her tits, gets very ugly toe cramps. Her spread will be out soon in September.

And Zero Sequence at Esplanade coming 10 Aug, aren't you glad I told you!

I've been up since 11pm and no sleep for me I need to get some exam hints at school now. Then it's rushing out our report before 4, then dishing out our very cool interactive cd-rom, then baybeats with a heavy bag and laptop and heart.

I should try lying down in bed for about 15mins now, heard it works wonder!

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I had a papercut, it's the highlight of my life. It's equivilent to a physical disability. It cuts so deep, it hurts right down to the bottom of my heart. An emotional breakdown that is what it is. Man, papercuts are so old school i bet you havent had one for a decade. I Fear Paper.

Martin your main hilarious factor is your backpack.

Internet-less for one month, I have. I'm still human and breathing fine unlike dramatic matt. He has to run to a cybercafe to rescue himself. But fear not my friends! TECH SAVVY, I AM STILL.

My family situation remains the same.

So many dogs!
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Happy happy doggies!

Mikie









And look at this super obese dog! See he looks so unhappy! Buddy I understand, really I do. I'm very unhappy when I'm fat too!Fat Dog Picture

And this is really unintentional, but,

Too bad! You can't enlarge it! Haha loser!



this is too much D:

Btw, I miss you jasmine and ham! Speaking of which, hamizah I need you to help me buy smth on tuesday when you're out on your date. Urgent matter!


You're so talented I'm in love so let's make love and listen DFA
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I had a good rest after the crazy weekend! I hope you rested well too! Love!

I better post this up before I lose connection again.
Signing off,


(A random vandalism found in our lecture hall)

MAFIA \m/
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Hello hello! How are you guys! I'm having the best time of my life thank you and I have something to show you!

Ohmyyy mafia's face kinda small so you are encouraged to enlarge it yah! I'm not sure if my journal is indie enough to take this kind of hardship, but I knew I had to share this the moment I saw it!


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I'm very lost in school, I don't know what assignments we have what I'm supposed to do, I think there's alot. I don't know how far away I'm away from completion for the tiramisu trailer, I just keep doing screenshots of benjamin. I don't like to eat, but I eat. That's so stupid! And I get really upset after eating. I get so annoyed and angry at myself I try to shit everything out, even if it's just a 50cents tau sar pau. I should just stop eating all together, it's almost logical. Accompanied mervyn to pierce his labret and he almost died because his world spun around madly and he wanted to dash out to the road, scene kids are so weird.

I like people to message me when I'm in school, I promise to reply! Really! Plus I'm getting the hang of messaging, I'm kinda faster now and I don't raise the phone very high and squint like I used to.

1 2 3 4 fight!
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8 hours plus on MMR! Ping pong ping eat your heart out! 
Haha and we actually saw fried tomato during dinner at jurong point - our kind of place!
I like slogans..like Sheng Siong - All for you (accompanied by the really awesome signature hand movement!!!)
Their chocolates are really cheap, you can get some normal cadbury ones for below a dollar.
By the way you like the picture of simon below? I like sial! 

Me and ham bought dogs for our phone, I'm gonna spray it with perfume! I think I'm gonna walk into some departmental store and choose a damn dope fragrance! Are you ready to eat your heart out, ham? I think we should name our dogs it's a very fetch thing to do. How about hamie? Please don't name it Simon alright, I would end up following suit and name mine Joe Ng which is not a very tongue-rolling dog name. Maybe I'll call mine Sheng Siong. You want to call yours xiong07? Surname's @yahoo.com naturally. Oh then mine needs a surname too... Oh haha I'm so clever. AFY Sheng Siong. (All For You), DOPE!

Blondelle for you lovelies..


Making of 'Do Not Disturb' on Arts Central now, so jia out till after!

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This is from ham's blog,

Interesting night at beat! last night. Me and jia followed jia's shaggy-black-one from behind once he left home club at 3.40am. Plan went well. We even standby-ed at the door. Now we know where he goes. :D

I LOVE TO STALK HIM!!! XOXO HEARTS HEARTS <3<3<3
He's like a....bad obsession. haha! We even saw him climbing over a barrier! So unglam! But it's okay I like it this way!

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